a trip to singapore:part 2,the exploration..

inside the esplanade..
outside the esplanade..
the central business district of singapore..
beneath the suburb of the lion city..
with my buddy faez..
the merlion..
explore n explore!!
during the exploration..
raffles statue..couldn't find the white 1..
chevron house..
chevron house again..
lavender street..

heyya..now let's continue with part 2,the exploration..well,it's saturday n we woke up early..6.30am i guess..of course early..i wouldn't want to waste my precious time here on the bed ain't i?..dat's wut i thought..after getting ready,drafted our plan for that day,we headed away to the city..we discovered that actually we had walked a station away..y did i say so?..yesterday we stopped at kallang mrt station n walked to our hotel from there..but actually the nearest to our hotel is the aljunied station..which 1 station away..wah..but it's fine..at least we got to explore the area rite?..heheh..so we walked to the aljunied station..which is like a quarter from our walk yeaterday..

upon arriving at the station,we were kinda blur..coz there were too many places to go n we were like didn't noe where to start..n so we decided to ask one of the staff there..unlike our staff,who will usually snap at u or be angry at u for asking a simple question,this guy was hell of a nice guy..he did his best ot explain to us on where to go n wut to do..where can we get a good food,where can we shop n the most important thing,where is the raffles statue,the merlion n where is the central business district..coz for me,this trip would be for nothing if we didn't get to go to those places..

but first,he asked us to get our ticket for the return journey to kl asap coz it might be sold out n we might hav to stay for another day or else..so according to him,it is vital to get hold of the ticket home first,n then only we would be able to plan our journey nicely..n so we did that..we went to the lavender mrt station n headed for the ticket counter..we asked a local there n he said that the ticket counter is situated at the golden mile mall n it's a 15minutes walk from there..wah..another journey..but it's k..we r traveler now ain't we?..n so we walked..walked n walked..through the suburban of singapore..this is what i've always want actually..a real exploration..not with the tour guide or wutever..but on our own..huhu..managed to snap some pictures there..after purchasing our ticket,which cost us 30dollar each,we fled to raffles station..it's where the raffles statue,merlion,the esplanade n the central business district r..

upon arriving at the raffles station,again we didn't noe where to head to..so we asked a local again..this is time a shopkeeper..as usual,with friendly face he helped us n even gave us a free map..wah..n so we begun our journey across the lion city..we got to chevron housen managed to take sum pictures..wah..the whole area is like a great great modern city..well,after having to crawl along the slump geylang area n lavender,finally we r here..the central business district of singapore..i've been dreaming to be here since i was small..or young..n finally i'm here..yeah!!..n so we walked..n walked..n took more n more pictures..of ourselves,of the area n many more..i felt so happy n thrilled..eventhough that it's so hot n we r thirsty like hell,it doesn't matter..but we sure did underestimate two things..transport n drinks..coz we had to spend quite a lot on both of these..but it's ok..we can manage..or so we thought..huhu..after we found the raffles statue n the merlion,we decided to walk our way to the esplanade,it's like the sydney opera house but it's more cool i think..with the durian like ceiling..then we took a lot more pictures n my friend,faez received a phone call..it's from his relative residing here in singapore..it's his mother's brother's wife's sister..complex isn't it?..huhu..she wanted to meet us at the masjid sultan near the arab street..

i wuz like,ok y not..so we went to the wut we thought the nearest mrt station to that place named little india..upon arriving there,we discovered that we had to walk n walk for approximately 20minutes..wah..again,another journey..but as usual,we wouldn't mind coz this is wut it's all about..a trip..or an exploration..or a holiday..for me,i like to travel..especially to explore a distant place..be it a city or else..n so we walked..when we finally arrived at the masjid sultan,we were already damn tired n almost faint..but we still force ourselves n told ourselves that it's going to be ok..after meeting faez's relative,we'll be fine maybe..n be able to finish our journey across singapore..well,were we?..will we be fine?..let's see bout that in a trip to singapore:part 3,the turning point..:P..

a trip to singapore:part 1,the arrival..

almost there..
geylang..wut i told ya,bad isn't it?
nice 1..well,for 63dollar per nite,wut'd u expect..
ticketing machine..everything uses this..
act normal,but actually damn tired..
during the walk through geylang..
still got a time for photo ain't i..
kallang mrt station..
the map for the whole mrt n lrt route

last friday,i went to singapore with one of my childhood friend,faez..it was a 3days 2nights trip n involving juz da 2 of us..well,people might say that it would be so much fun to go with more companions but as for me,it's better to go in pair,as long as both of u really wanted to go rather than to go in a big group,but full with people that have been forced to go..wutever that means..huhu..anyway,we took a bus from pudu at 10am..before we depart,the driver asked me we do i want to get off,woodland or jurong east..since diz is my first visit to singapore since i was small,i wuz like ok wut the heck..i juz said the 1 nearest to the mrt station..

then da bus departed at precisely 10am..since it's a 6hours trip,i thought dat both of us will surely doze off along da way..but it didn't happen at all..instead,we were too bz talking until we arrived in johor bahru..my heart leaped when finally we could see the lion city from distance..finally we r almost there..we had to get through 2 immigrations centre..1 in jb n 1 in singapore..both r ok..but da singaporean r more aware of the h1n1 disease since they hav the gun like thing to check on every 1..luckily we r fine..we also had to fill a form that asked many things especially regarding our purpose of visit..

finally when everything's settled,we waited for the bus to take us to jurong east..but hell no..the bus isn't there..it seemed that the driver had decided to ditch us there..owh my..this isn't happening..i said to myself..juz imagine..we r both stranded in a country without no one expecting us n without knowing where to go..but i tried not to panic n look for a solution..then i saw people lining up for busses i guess..i asked 1 of them n he said that this bus is going to keranji mrt station..owh ok..so we waited n when the bus arrived,we took off..

it's juz a couple of minutes ride..upon arriving at the mrt station,again,we r like lost..dun noe wut to do..huhu..the only thing dat we knew at dat time was our target hotel is located near the kallang station..pliz note that we haven't book da hotel..so it's like a huge gamble for us..after uncovering the complexity of the mrt map system,we knew that we r going hav to transit a train before finally get to the kallang station..but hey..it's like 10stations away..gulp..well,juz go for it then..we thought..

when the train arrived,we got in..wah..it's so huge n spacious..unlike ours back home,diz 1 is so long n spacious..i think almost thousand people can get in..huhu..n it's quite fast n efficient..together with our luggage we waited in the train..i noticed that the singaporean were all like bz with their own thing..psp,handset,blackberry n of course,reading..i figured out that since they r using the train everyday,they must've search for something to fill in their time..when it' time for us to transit,i thought dat owh my..we must hav to walk for a long way or cross a road like in kl sentral..u noe,from the putra station to the monorail..but hell no..we juz had to get into another train besides..wah..how cool is dat..

after almost half an hour,finally we arrived at the kallang station..we discovered that we should return the card to the ticketing machine to get da 1dollar refund..wut a system..this will definitely get everyone to return their ticket without further question..then we begun our historic journey to our hotel..y did i say historic?..well,considering the fact dat ur going to find a place in a distant country juz by yourself,without a map or guidance..juz with an incomplete address..how cool is dat?..despite being kinda nervous,i'm kinda thrilled by the experience..

n so it begun..we played our luck juz by walking through the block of stores..we asked sum1 there,showed him the address n he told us to keep walking straight..it's lorong 20,n we only at lorong 1..so it means dat we r going to hav to walk block by block until we reached lorong 20..so we walked..so cool u noe..it's like exploring a whole new place..along the walk we discovered that this area,geylang,is not such a nice place..it's a red light district u noe..but of course we never knew bout diz before..we juz searched on the net for the budget hotel,n we found dat it's in geylang..n dat's it..

finally we found our hotel..we r so damn tired at dat time..it's almost 7pm at dat time..luckily there r still many rooms available..da rate is 63dollar per night..we paid for two nights n checked in..da room was quite ok..i mean ok la for a place to sleep only..after taking the long awaited n needed shower,we prayed,rested for a while n went out to eat..i felt so insecure because of the fact that this area was not pleasant at all..the fact dat it's a red light district area made it more horrible..so we got back to our hotel swiftly after we finished our dinner n decided to go to bed early to prepare for the next day..tomorrow will be a very long day since we will be exploring all the places in singapore..little india,chinatown,orchard road n many more..but wut happened next was so unexpected..why did i say so?..hehe..juz wait for 'a trip to singapore:part 2,the exploration..'..:P

accidents do happen..

accidents do happen..y did i say so?..bcoz it's true..n it juz occurred..well,actually the result for my final exam juz came out yesterday..the 1 which will decide whether we r going to go to u-noe-where or not..n it's a very nice 1..everyone's pass..therefore all of us will be going to europe for 3years this september..i'm so happy upon knowing that n decided to hang out with two of my friends,ijud n man..

we decided to spend our time today at times square..n after having an enjoyable time having lunch n playing bowling together,we decided to call it a day..during the journey back,my friend who was driving the car decided to turn right..then suddenly out of nowhere came a car hitting us at the left side of the car..the was coming at the full speed actually..it was so fortunate for us that the driver managed to brake..if he hadn't,only God knows wut could've happened..

there were so many bad things that could've happened but didn't..

-it wuz only 1 car that hit us..imagine if there was more than one..

-the type of the car that hit us..luckily it's gen 2..imagine if it's a BMW..or a mercedes..or any other luxurious car..wut would it cost us for repair?..

-we were being hit exactly at the center..imagine if we were hit at the front or at the back..of course our car would've spinned n even turned around..being hit at the center means that the impact can be lessen n projected to all parts of the car with enough balance..

n many other consequences that could be a life threatening..phew..

well..having survived this particular accident with barely any injuries really had made me reflected on a lot of things..especially bout life..we juz received the greatest news of all(passing the final exam)..then suddenly got caught up in a life threatening situation..it's like we were sent a reminder that no matter wut happens,we should always becareful n remember that our fate lies in the hand of God..no matter how happy we r,never forget the fact that God is always there..we should always remember regarding our purpose in life..n dat is to stay devoted..forever n ever..no matter wut..

hope..

hav u ever heard of the word hope?..to some,it's juz a mere word..a simple word that carries out a simple meaning..

but it's not..it's juz not..it's more than juz a word..hope is everything..it is the most important thing that keeps most of us going in our life..when we are facing extreme difficulty,it is hope that put us out of our misery..whenever we feel like we have nothing or had lost everything in life,it is hope that helps to restore our faith..

hope is always with us and never really leave us..no matter how hard it is,or how bad the circumstance is,hope is always there for us..we juz have to trust it..despite the agony that it faces,hope never ask a crumb of us..once we lose hope,we might as well lose everything in life..without hope,everything else will be worthless..

therefore in life,we should never be frustrated if it seems like our life is tumbling or is facing a huge downturn..no matter how long it might take..no matter how hard it is..always remember that there's always hope..

finally i'm home..

                                                                        in the kitchen..
                                                                     with two sisters..
                                                                 finally i get to hold her..

finally i'm home..at last rite..upon arriving,i managed to snap sum pic..i never realised dat i've been missing home this much..mayb i chose to ignore it before..but now here i am..3monhts to go..n there's a set of holiday resolutions to be adhered to..i'll try to finish unpack my things 2nite,settle down n get to work most probably tomorro..holiday here i come yeah..

ps:to all my friends that will be going home by bus tomorro or the day after,hav a safe journey k..

the agony of packing..

cant't believe this is mine..

so many things..

is it going to fit inside a car?..

it's 3.48 am in the morning n yet i'm still packing my things..now i can see that the insomnia thing is actually very useful indeed..huhu..i must say that hell yeah..i hav so many things to be packed n it seems that it will never end..help..who's going to help anyway..everybody is asleep currently..

wutever it is,i'm going to finish this once n for all..then i'll return home this evening..no more delay..but i think diz kind of activity (packing) has taken it's toll on my back..it really hurts rite now..i noe dat i have a bad back but i've got no choice..i must finish it althought it'll involve standing,bending,lifting heavy things for a long period of time which in return will aggravate the condition of my back..but hey,no pain no gain rite?..let's do this..

a day at man's house..

    i'm touching man..

   i'm blocking man..

   before setting off..

today i spent the day at man's house..it is situated in the heart of kuala lumpur..i thought of going home today but the delay of packing had delayed my return again..nevermind i'm going back tomorrow..

bout the time spent at man's house,i must say that it's a very joyful time indeed..we watched tv together,played games together,went to swim together,surfed the net together n even slept together..huhu..it's nice to be able to steal sum happy times amidst of the fact that i'm not supposed to..but nevermind..

to man,thanks very much for welcoming us to ur house..it was a wonderful experience for me..i hope we'll get to spend more time together after this..eat the chocolate will ya?..lalalalala

3 months..

well,finally the long awaited holiday arrives..it's a 3months holiday ranging from june till august..the truth is,i myself dun really know whether i'm waiting for this moment or not..mayb i had been too extra focus on the juz concluded final exam..too focus till when it's over i dun noe wut else to do..it's been going on like this for a few days..but i think it has to stop..i should ensure dat the 3 months holiday is going to be the best dat i ever had..tomorrow i'll finish off my packing n then head straight home..there's no need to wait anymore..wut's done is done..

as for the holiday,i'll make sure dat my routine will go on like diz..every single day will involve a proper diet,reading n da most important thing of all,physical activities..i'll read n read n read bout everything,try to eat less n indulge myself in exercising..i'll try to break my own record in running across my district..i told sum1 dat i'm going to look half of wut i am today when we meet again soon n therefore i'll do my best in order to achieve it..

then,i'll also spend diz moment with all my family members..after diz i might not see them again for up to 3 years..thus i should make a full use of this holiday..then,i'll also try to go n visit all of my other family members living across da country..but i'm surely will head to my hometown in muar..i haven't gone there for almost 2years..therefore this is the perfect time to make up for all the lost times..

well,i only can think of those for the time being..i hope dat i'll be able to achieve it..despite being kinda hard,i'll do my best..i'll try to put aside all of the problems,be it mine or someone close to me that had been bugging me all these years n try to live up to the moment while i still can..one of my friend told me to respect the decision of the problem owner..i think dat's wut i'm going to do..i'll do the only thing dat i can do..which is pray..n pray..n pray so that everything will end well..n to that particular friend,i want to tell u that u should let go of all the bad things n keep moving forward..it's all in the past now..it will be impossible to forget,but possible to let go..dat's wut u should do..sorry if ur tired of hearing this rite..i juz couldnt help myself..huhu..neway best of luck to me in making my holiday resolutions a success..

btn,a week to remember..

btn..birotatanegara..all of us had to attend it last week in order to go to u noe where..it's a 5 days programme..to tell u da truth,it's very tiring..but for me,i dun mind how tired it could be as long as it didn't involve nagging,angry voices,shouting or else like when i was in national service a few years back..

during the programme, i had learnt so many things..there were da good n bad things..bout everything..bout me,the truth n the importance of so many things..well bout me..i noticed dat i may have developed a serious insomnia disease bcoz eventhough we were doing so many things from 5am to 11.30pm,i still had a tremendous difficulty in closing my eyes at night..i dun noe..mayb it's bcoz there's a lot of things going on in my head..things dat i dun dare to write bout..

as for the truth,i heard from various people that had undergone diz programme b4 dat this programme is to wash,wash n wash us..to transform us to u noe wut..but to tell u da truth,sumtimes it's true n sumtimes it isn't..it is true during the mass lecture but it's not entirely true during the ldk..

diz is bcoz wut actually happened during da ldk was that i was told n shown through various activities the importance of having da system dat our country has rite now in governing it..it means dat the instructor was not trying to interfere into our ideology or else but he just wanted to show us the significance of the system..n wut's it really feels like if u r given a chance to run ur own country..it's not easy..hell yeah it's not..my other group members might've agreed with me..if they don't,then i dun noe..well,we r all not da same rite?..lalalalala

then,we were also told sum of the things bout da history dat were never mentioned before..it's very interesting to noe dat there r actually so many things existed behind the things dat we already know..well,i did my own research after that n the truth dat i managed to uncover was really painful n hard to bear..it's too dangerous to be written here..the truth bout da lalalalala incident..bout da *****..bout ****..n many more..u hav to ask me if u want to know more bout it..lalalalala..

well,i guess dat's it for btn..i hope i'll have the guts to write n write after diz..lalalalala

  

birthday..

finally..i'm 20..wah..1/5 out of 100..still young ker?..u think..hehe..well..as usual..the older we get,means more things to be done..responsibility..getting heavier n heavier..

wah..wut am i babbling about?..haha..boring rite?..

as for my resolution,as usual..to improve on certain things..lose sum ******..collect some *****.. n so on..n da most important thing..to get it right in the final exam diz may..in fact,i always pray that all of my friends including myself will be able to get it right n pass with flying colours..n then..for all of us to be able to go over there..u noe where..we've been dying for 2 years here n surely we wouldn't want everything to be in vain rite?..

well,it's up for us now..to do everything dat we can within this really short period of time..remember that anything is possible..keep on learning n learning n learning until the very last minute..with enough perseverence n hard work,insyaAllah all of us will be smiling for a very long time after this..:)

the declaration of final exam..

four more weeks..almost..well,juz face it..juz four more weeks n dat's it..the final exam would be in motion..r we ready?..dat's an interesting question to answer..n only we know da rite answer..or could da question be like when will we be ready to face it?..i dun noe..u tell me..but wutever it is,when da time comes,all of us will hav to sit for it..no exception..

it's juz dat i never realised how fast time had passed by..i still remember vividly 2 years ago when all of my friends from other courses asked me regarding my final exam..i was like naah..two years later maa..long time to go..relaks dulu maa..but now..tup tap..it's juz four weeks left..

as for the 'beloved' exam,there are going to be four papers involved..ldv,lds,es n ss..as for ldv,da main problem would be the allocation of time..diz is because based on several tests held in class by mr tan recently,it was pretty obvious dat i can't adhere to the specific time given..this has somehow affected the outcome of the test..as for the solution,i dun noe..still trying to figure it out..

as for lds,we hav to understand clearly all the things that we've learnt..be sure to understand the concept n not juz merely memorising..only then will we be able to justify the answer n obtain reasonable marks for it..

es..wah..the source of endless agony..this is because there are too many things to be covered,understand n remembered..wah..juz imagine..there are four sections in this paper..section a for poem,section b for short stories,section c for play n section d for drama..the lecturer told us before dat wutever dat had came out in the mock last year won't do so again..dat will leave us with poems with the themes of school n racism..coz war already came out rite?..as for short stories,anything else other than the story of an hour n everyday use..as for play,the merchant of venice will make it's debut since an inspector calls already did..i dun noe but there r rumours circulating the shylock's characteristics..juz read la kan..we've got nothing to lose rite?..as for novel,both of da novels will come out n we r going to hav to choose 1..well,there rumours too regarding this..juz focus on the recent assignment..when answering,remember not to merely narrate but justify ur answers as well..

as for ss..there are so many things to discover,read n understand..juz remember to get the clear picture out of the questions..be sure dat ur answering the question not others..be extra careful when taking a stand..dun 4get to justify ur answers with relevant examples n elaboration..regarding the rumours..i think everyone already knew bout it..environment,population n globalisation..sum1 did tell me dat any questions dat had been given by madam ann b4 would be very useful indeed..therefore we can start tracing all of them back..

well,i think dat's it for now..i hope dat all the rumours will be true..but we still need to prepare on everything just as a precaution..but time is very limited..therefore make a full use of wut's left..remember dat it's never too late to start..we juz hav to prepare ourselves n giv everything dat we hav..dun juz sit back n laze around till the very last minute..it's ok to fail after giving our best but it would be very painful indeed if we fail knowing dat actually we can do better..

string of problems..

problems,problems n problems..hav u ever encountered a problem so huge dat it'd take a miracle to solve?..a problem where there's nothing dat u can do bout it..let alone help to solve it..the only thing u noe is dat it's not getting better each day..the question is..how do u deal with it?..do we run away form it?..pretend dat nothing's happening?..succumb to the pressure?..or juz face it?..

the appropriate answer'd be to face it of course..no matter how bad..or how disastrous da consequences..it's juz sum1 will find it hard to do so especially if actually it can be avoided in the 1st place..but,wutever happens,happens..n there's nothing dat we can do bout it..we can only learn from it n move on..juz let go of da past n keep moving forward..

passport woes..

tired..long..endless..hopeless..some of the words dat can be used to describe my day today..i went to get my passport done with my dad n wah..it turned out to be the longest day indeed..my friend told me dat it's going to take only 2 hours to get it done after we had submitted da form..wut he didnt tell me wuz dat the process of submitting da damn form will take bout 3-4 hours!!!..imagine dat..

wut the heck..i remembered when i took my number it's 1140..at dat moment they r serving customers numbered 1070..wah..70 more to go..dat's y it took more than 3 hours..wut a great service..way to go malaysia yeah..

during the loooooooooooooooooooooooong wait,i managed to read almost every page of the star newspaper and a malay newspaper..kosmo maybe..no matter how boring or lame da headings,i still read n read..now i understand why people always lament each time they hav to go to the imegresen or da jpn..

wutever it is,i managed to get it done thanks to my father's patience..i hope dat i'll do well in the upcoming exam to ensure dat all of these'll not be in vain..no wait..dun juz hope..do it..n i will..

at last..

yeah..finally the losing streak ends..finally the drought for medal for 5years comes to an end..i dun noe wut to say actually..except for dat i'm damn happy..finally i managed to acquire the bronze medal in the 1500metres event last evening..wah..i can't believe it myself..it's like all the efforts has been paid off..wut a great relief..

as for the race,i dun noe wut's happening to me..during da race,my mind wuz telling me to stop consistently..it's my leg dat keep on running n running towards da finish line..

well,even though dat it's juz a bronze,i'm really thankful for it..at least i got something ain't i?..

pros n cons..

here r some of the pros n cons of going out alone..
pros
-u can go anywhere u want
-u can hav ur meal anywhere u want
-u can be at any places during da outing period
-u can do wutever u want
-u can hav ur meal anytime u want
-u can go back anytime u want
-u dun need to cater to anyone else's necessity but yourself
-u get to spend sum times with ur ownself
-u get to know urself better

cons
-ur alone
-dat's it

well,considering on all the facts n reasons,i think that
going out alone is better..rite?..yeah..

not today..

hahaha..well,i dun noe wut happened but believe it or not,my event for today has been postponed to monday..dat means i still hav two more days to prepare n prepare n prepare..wutever it is,i hope dat i'll be able to giv my best diz coming monday n end the losing streak..yeah..

btw,today something interesting had occurred..some of my friends were discussing juz now on going for an outing diz evening..since there r too many movies out there,they were arguing on which movies to watch..well,in the end,one of them has to attend da cheerleading practice n therefore might have to cancel da whole thing..

hmm..as for me,this incident has proven to me dat it's better to go out alone..dun u tink so?..huhu..but wutever it is,there are still da pros n cons..

taboo..

today is going to be a big day for me because believe it or not,i'm going to compete in the 1500 metres men's final..again..hell yeah,again..well,let's juz hope dat i won't screw this 1 big time..enough already..wut did i mean by enough btw?..well,failure n me..we've gone a long way together..

back there in 2004,when i was in form 3,i competed in the school marathon..i trained very hard n hoped dat i'll be able to clinch the top tenth spot so that i could represent my school in the district competition..on da day of the competition,i ran very well n guess wut,i held the 11th spot..owh my..juz 1 more..i accepted it calmly n vowed dat i'll do better next year..

then on the following year,in 2005,i competed again..this time i hope to be among the top ten because only those will be awarded with medals..guess wut,i got the 11th spot again..owh my..never mind,maybe later..

after that,last year in ipba,i competed in the 1500 metres final n i hope to be able to at least clinch the third place so that i'll be able to bring back the bronze..guess wut,i held the number fourth spot..owh my..i was this close u noe..it wuz a very close race..i kind of passed out after da race..thanks to faiz for carrying me back to my room..huhu..well,at that time i felt really,really disappointed..coz it had happened countless times..

therefore i hope dat today will be different..i hope dat i'll be able to break all of the nonsense records of losing..in other words,i want to end da losing streak..enough is enough rite?..well,i'm going to do it..insyaAllah i'll succeed..

alone..

hav u ever been to an outing alone by yourself?..only u noe da answer to dat particular question..as for me,i juz did today..finally after quite a long time i did it again..n guess wut..i felt so gud juz now..

well,u might think dat it's boring to go out alone n hav fun juz on ur own..it's not..really it isn't..when u r out there alone,it's u who decide everything..on whether or not u want to watch a movie..how many movies u want to watch..which kind of movies..where do u wanna hav ur meal..when ur going to hav it..in fact,everything..it's like u r spending times with ur ownself..

to be frank,since i came to college merely 2 years ago,i rarely go out alone..i dun noe y..but then when i finally did 2day,i feel so gud n calm..mayb i'm not suitable to go out with the presence of other lads..mayb i'm a 1 man person..when it comes to outing of course..

well,i'm sure dat diz isn't the last..there'll be more to come of course..hope dat the feeling will last..

make each day count..

to make each day count..sounds familiar isnt it?..well,it's dat famous phrase from da movie titanic..

the point is,i'm in a deep confusion currently..well,it's nothing big but it's juz a surge of mixed feeling..

it's regarding my life..suddenly i feel that it's too predictable..i mean it's like everything has already been planned and i juz go out there n make it a reality..as u can see,i'm studying tesl currently n i'm in my last semester of da foundation year..my final will be in may and with God's will,on september this year i'm going sumwhere for 3 years..then back for 1 year practicum before finally off to teach the secondary students..then maybe i'll work for three or four years before getting married..then u noe wut'd it be..

the point here is that,it seems like there would be less adventure in living out my life since everything has already been set according to plan..

well,i want my life to be unpredictable..i want every day to be a new day for me..in other words,i want it to be full of adventures..i want to wake up every morning not knowing what's gotta happen..or who am i going to meet..juz like wut jack said in the movie titanic,to make each day count..

holiday..

well..even though the holiday is long gone,the memory of it won't go that easy..this is because,believe it or not, it 's da most hectic 1 dat i've had so far..

well,on monday i went to kuantan in order to retrieve my spm cert..it's a four hours journey from here..then went ack to kl at da same day..8 hours in the bus..

then,went to my college at da same day to retrieve sum stuffs dat i've left..bear in mind dat it's involving two line of trains n endless walk..

the very next day,i went to port dickson with 2 of my childhood friends..it's a 2days n 1 night unplanned vacation..very,very tiring n exciting though..

then finally i went back home..the rest of the holiday were spent either by watching tv,surfing the net n read a bit..

i thought dat diz was going to be a lame holiday but hei..it's da other way round indeed..

the truth..

finally the day dat i've been waiting for..

finally the moment dat i've been waiting for..

on wednesday and thursday,i've been assigned to relief two form 5 classes n one form 3 classes..

wow..i'm so looking forward to this..finally i've got the shot..

however,i found out that it's not that easy to become a teacher..the truth behind it had put me in a deep shock over the last few days..i've never thought dat the students would be that bad..i never thought dat the students would be in that awful condition..however,they are..

the truth is,some of them has no idea on what's their ambition going to be like..some of them even said that they want to be a 'mat rempit'..n sum of them answered that 'xtau la'..wah..is this what a student should be?..

owh my..i wonder wut would happen if i'm going to be their teacher?..pliz note dat it's possible that i'm going to teach this kind of students in the future..

well,on that day all i could do was giving them piece of advice to remind them regarding the importance of succeeding in their education..hope that they would buy it..

in 4 years times i'll be off to teach..n when that time arrived,i hope that i'd be well prepared to bring my students away from the darkness and show them the right way..

well,it's not a choice..but it's a must..coz it's my job..n noone else ought to do it but me..

wut a day..

well..finally the first day of this school experience is over..although i'm not that tired,but still there are lotz to tell..

as i've expected earlier,coming back to school for da 1st time really bringing back old memories..

while attending the school's weekly asembly,it reminds me of my days before as a student..

i used to talk quietly during assembly..and wondering wut it feels like to be at the teacher's place during the assembly..now i noe..

while having meal at da school canteen,it reminds me of my day before as a student..

i used to hav my meal at the canteen before..and wondering wut it feels like to hav my meal at the teacher's place..now i noe..

i used to call my teacher as sir or teacher and greet them each time i passed them before as a student..and wondering wut it feels like to be greet and being called as them..now i noe..

well,i havent got the chance to teach the students yet..but when i do,i'm sure that it will be the most important moment in my life..

because i'm a teacher..

always be..

and always will..

Back to school..

today is the day..

finally it comes..

the day which will mesmerize everything..

today is the day..

when i'll be going back to school..

yes,back to school..

finally..after 3 years of absenties..i'm back..

not as a student of course..but as a future teacher..

future educator..

someone who will make a difference in everyone's life..

i hope that today will act as the starting point of my life..giving me a fresh start..

in pursuing my dream career..i hope that today..the good memories of the old will be relieved again by me..upon coming back to school..for da 1st time in 3 years..

yes..

today is the day..

Lost Season 5 Premieres Offers Many Clues..

Finally,the most anticipated tv series has returned..lost is currently making it's debut for da fifth season in USA with two hours premiere plus with da season intro for 1 hour..therefore we can say that it had whipsawed us during the premiere,but hell yeah..it's a damn good whipsawing..

There was plenty of things going on and viewers cant miss any single details to fully understand it..In the first episode entitled "Before You Left",opened with da discovery of the large circular cog during the making of da orchid station..please note that ben pushed the circular cog at the end of season 4 to "move" the island..pliz notice that

-daniel faraday was there looking exactly da same..(how come?..it's in the 70s)

Therefore they had throwed us a bone that "time travel" is involved..back in the camp on the island,the survivors realised that all of their belongings and camp had vanished..faraday then told them that it's not vanished,but hasnt been build yet..

well,while we still longing for those mysteries,let us not forget other mysteries including:

-are the survivors moving back and forth through time or is the island?

-if the island is moving through time,why did it vanish?

-what happened to claire?

-why does widmore want all the survivors killed?

-why does widmore want the island?

-what is the black smoke monster?

-jacob?

it's still like a huge pile of loose strings slowly tightening to where u can start see the outline of something and how it all works together..as for me,i'm looking forward for this season to find out why do they need to get back to the island since all the mysteries will unravel themselves most probably in the final season..

Global Crunch..

the global crunch..

does it make any sense?..

well,it makes all the senses in the world..

as we all know,da world r now facing economic recession resulting in wut we call global crunch..

all the prices have gone up..including food..how r we going to survive this?..

well,it's not a simple question n yet,not a difficult question too..for those who r working,try to tighten ur grip on ur work n save as many as u can..try to set up an emergency account just in case..

for da students,use all ur sources of income wisely n never overspend..it may be dat da time has come for u to say gudbye to latest gadgets or fancy clothes..

we didnt know for sure when will this damn recession end but we can do something bout it for sure..hence,persevere n never quit..