btn,a week to remember..

btn..birotatanegara..all of us had to attend it last week in order to go to u noe where..it's a 5 days programme..to tell u da truth,it's very tiring..but for me,i dun mind how tired it could be as long as it didn't involve nagging,angry voices,shouting or else like when i was in national service a few years back..

during the programme, i had learnt so many things..there were da good n bad things..bout everything..bout me,the truth n the importance of so many things..well bout me..i noticed dat i may have developed a serious insomnia disease bcoz eventhough we were doing so many things from 5am to 11.30pm,i still had a tremendous difficulty in closing my eyes at night..i dun noe..mayb it's bcoz there's a lot of things going on in my head..things dat i dun dare to write bout..

as for the truth,i heard from various people that had undergone diz programme b4 dat this programme is to wash,wash n wash us..to transform us to u noe wut..but to tell u da truth,sumtimes it's true n sumtimes it isn't..it is true during the mass lecture but it's not entirely true during the ldk..

diz is bcoz wut actually happened during da ldk was that i was told n shown through various activities the importance of having da system dat our country has rite now in governing it..it means dat the instructor was not trying to interfere into our ideology or else but he just wanted to show us the significance of the system..n wut's it really feels like if u r given a chance to run ur own country..it's not easy..hell yeah it's not..my other group members might've agreed with me..if they don't,then i dun noe..well,we r all not da same rite?..lalalalala

then,we were also told sum of the things bout da history dat were never mentioned before..it's very interesting to noe dat there r actually so many things existed behind the things dat we already know..well,i did my own research after that n the truth dat i managed to uncover was really painful n hard to bear..it's too dangerous to be written here..the truth bout da lalalalala incident..bout da *****..bout ****..n many more..u hav to ask me if u want to know more bout it..lalalalala..

well,i guess dat's it for btn..i hope i'll have the guts to write n write after diz..lalalalala