taboo..

today is going to be a big day for me because believe it or not,i'm going to compete in the 1500 metres men's final..again..hell yeah,again..well,let's juz hope dat i won't screw this 1 big time..enough already..wut did i mean by enough btw?..well,failure n me..we've gone a long way together..

back there in 2004,when i was in form 3,i competed in the school marathon..i trained very hard n hoped dat i'll be able to clinch the top tenth spot so that i could represent my school in the district competition..on da day of the competition,i ran very well n guess wut,i held the 11th spot..owh my..juz 1 more..i accepted it calmly n vowed dat i'll do better next year..

then on the following year,in 2005,i competed again..this time i hope to be among the top ten because only those will be awarded with medals..guess wut,i got the 11th spot again..owh my..never mind,maybe later..

after that,last year in ipba,i competed in the 1500 metres final n i hope to be able to at least clinch the third place so that i'll be able to bring back the bronze..guess wut,i held the number fourth spot..owh my..i was this close u noe..it wuz a very close race..i kind of passed out after da race..thanks to faiz for carrying me back to my room..huhu..well,at that time i felt really,really disappointed..coz it had happened countless times..

therefore i hope dat today will be different..i hope dat i'll be able to break all of the nonsense records of losing..in other words,i want to end da losing streak..enough is enough rite?..well,i'm going to do it..insyaAllah i'll succeed..